i'm tired of chatting with ppl who i barely know on line,so boring.

these days i found myself are not so eagerly to open my Msn account,instead i 'll log in QQ account first,or most of the time ,open my gmail first,hehe.gmail is my priority now.lol,ironically,why i go to gmail so eagerly these days? also to chat with someone i barely know in the reality.but at least we met each other before.

   i once hoped to meet someone who is really nice on the internet,but the wot's the odds? too tiny.

   now i don't wanna talk with my on line friends ,esp those i havne't met in person,those on msn.most of the times,i jsut say hello to each other and then how  r u ,then what have u been,they cool,then and u?  things like that.that is really boring and a waste of time.

   sth happened yesterday,traffic accident,and i was involved.almost got injured or could die.i was on our school bus,on a crossing,there's got a truck that was kind of lose control,hit our bus,and right at my direction,right at where i sat,oh my god,fortunatly,the hit was not strong,the bus was only kind of scratched,and i was safe.everthing happened so qucikly,and i was looking at the truck hitting us ,felt like i was dreaming,kind of numb.the girl sat behind me was really shocked and frightened,but i was okey,totally okey.i don't know why i was so calm,seemed it had nothing to do with  me,so numb.yea,i've been numb these days.

like the song of linkin part i become so numb,all i want to do is become more of me,and less of u

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followed is the song recenly i love so much  "where's u go",here's some lyrics

where'd u go? i miss u so.seems like it's been forever that u been gone...,plz come back home...

今天跟家人去看房子，还好研究建筑学的专家一起去，要不必定被售楼小姐骗掺了．

本来爸爸要买的那套房是二号楼，１８层，邻马路．那售楼小姐声称那房产在交大科技园区，将来就成校区的一部分．那干道不会有多么大的噪音．可恰巧这位专家刚好是设计交大科技园的，说那条是城市干道，虽然现在不繁华可，城市的发展是很快的，３－５年后就不会像现在这样．这房产更不会成为校区的一部分．而且越往高障碍物越少声音更啊，公共汽车的站牌报站都可能听到．　高层其实９层后小区内的园景就看不真实了，往高反而欣赏不到好的景色．最好可以是４－９层间，而且价钱也相对便宜．她看好二期的房子，说靠近绿化带，而且邻近交大科技中小学，那的楼房是不会再加盖，这样视线好．

　　我觉得园林规划，建筑等真的太有趣拉，太神气了．但好像学的时候也好辛苦的．

以后大家还是注意点，不要光听售楼小姐胡讲．

这学期第一次跟同学一块去游泳,还是感觉不错拉,比跟大人们去好的多,虽然今天天气凉爽,可能不适合把,呵呵

I kept swimming,kept swimming.swimming,swimming

to exhausted,to let me get things more clearly,to see myself more clearly.